7.15.2009

YOU CAN'T DECIDE?

It's a pet peeve of mine when there's people who say some shit & then do something different. Like, I know understand it's your life, I shouldn't be worried, ect. but I just feel that if you are using ME in the equation, then some form of the shit that you say to me should be true.

Like if you're tellin me "Audrey I'm in love with you.", "Audrey, you're who I wanna be with", and shit like that, then turn around & go back to whatever person you were just telling me treated you so bad....that defeats the whole purpose.

I know this post may sound like it's just me being bitter, but it's NOT. That's just one of the examples I've used. I'll throw in a few other examples...

Another person is all interested in me & not in love with her boyfriend. Then every time I turn around they're back together? Wow. Can you fix yourself, please? Wait..that one makes me seem jealous/bitter too.

Okay okay! So, you want to better yourself & go to school. You also want to stop drinking. So, why am I the only person you are ever sober around? Is it because I don't drink? Like..WTF.

People, what I'm trying to say is that, if you have an issue within yourself, talking about it isn't going to make people believe you. Actually getting up & sticking with the plan is wht's going to make people notice that you got your shit together.

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3 comments.:

O50490 said...

oh em gee, I can so relate to this entry. I'm going through the same shit with my ex & his ex. it's getting irritating & tiring. like, they don't give a fuck about your feelings. it's all lame.

c.greennn said...

yooooo i feel you on this shit.

Mista Jaycee said...

Most people complain and they have the desire to want to change thier circumstances but they don't have the strength to do it. That takes time to develop.
Jaycee