Today has been an easygoing day. I didn't want to come to school today, though. I think it's way too soon to already be loathing school. I think it's just because I don't like mornings. I think that mornings are the worst things that God ever created. Seriously. I got some new shoes on Friday. I think I'm going to start a new Vans thing, except I don't think I can leave my Nike Dunks alone. I think that I'm going to start shopping online for a lot more stuff. I found some cool new websites that I like a lot.
I want to start reading a book, but I'm not sure which book. I need help. I really don't even have time to read a book, but I want to do something productive with my day instead of doing a whole lot of nothing. I just seen how often blogger.com autosaves. =]
Don't you think that it's weird when you see people you haven't seen in a long time and you see them. You see how much they've changed and you contrast the differences to how they were before when you knew that alot better. During these past few years of high school, I've watched as I became closer to them and then all of a sudden was pushed away, not because I wanted to be, but because things happened. There's nothing you can really say that can change that. It sucks, yes, but still... I wonder if the people who have drifted from me ever wonder about me. It seems as though it would be nice if they did, but I doubt they do. I think that people change often, most of the time it's weird to see what they've changed into. This year I've had so many people tell me that I've changed a lot. The funny thing is, I really didn't change overnight. I've kind of been changing, people just never realized it. Slowly, I changed into this person. A person that I'm getting happier with as time progresses. I think that my change has been for the better. When I was in 9th grade, I was all tomboy-ish and I never wore makeup. I wore long t-shirts and never wore a pair of earrings! It all changed. Now I like earrings, cute girly clothes, I have piercings, I don't listen to just one type of music, and I've learned to accept people for who they are, because I want people to accept me for who I am. People think I'm weird or different because I have a few piercings, but really...it's just a way of self expressing. I think that too many people judge you when you have no reason to be judged. Parents, kids, siblings, and friends all judge you, now whether they make that judgement known or not is a whole different story.
I want to get a new piercing. My other tragus. It's hard talking my mom into this. It really doesn't make sense to me because I alrady have one...
TIME'S UP! Class....... =[
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