Sometimes, it hurts so bad that I can't even figure out how I've made it almost 10 months without you. God has helped me so much with everything that I have endured. Often times I feel like I can't breathe and it hurts so bad. Why did you have to go? Why couldn't you just stay a little longer? Did God really need you,or was he just being selfish?

I miss you with everything inside of me. I pray to God every night for strength to keep going. How do people do it? You meant so much to me? Every time I try to forgive myself for never letting you know how much you meant to me, I can't. You should have never been taken away that way. Never in life was I expecting to have you ripped from my life. I cannot fathom the pain your family feels. I can't understand how someone can pass judgment on the situation when they didn't even know you! How the fuck can someone say that shit! You weren't asking to die! You weren't!

This is just some shit I can't take....

I miss you Mike. I swear I love you.

Rest in Peace, Joseph Michael Driggers.

On July 6th, 2008 a piece of me died.

Keep watching over me while I live this life.

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