5.05.2009

OH EM GEE, YOU LISTEN TO THAT BITCH?

I know you can't sit and worry about what other people do with their lives, but doesn't the shit piss you off at certain times? Let me explain...

I rally don't see the point in telling people all this change that you are going to make upon yourself, your life, or your character just to turn around and not pull through with any of it. How does that make sense? It's like saying, "I'm going to stop smoking marijuana", while standing in a field of marijuana plants! The shit is dumb. I understand that sometimes things are beyond your control, and you can't help but keep doing what you were doing.

I have a friend who is always saying that she wants to stop drinking and smoking, yet she only says that when she's around me. I think a lot of the times this happens is because I don't drink and smoke to have fun. I feel like too many people say that shit to, in a sense, impress me. It's mad dumb for them to try to impress me, like why in the fuck would I care? It's YOUR life, not mine. I'ma live mine and do what I wanna do, so don't lie to me to make yourself feel better.

I just think that if you talk about all this shit you are gonna do, and then turn around and don't do it that you need some serious self-control re-evaluation.

14 comments.:

Tommy Oliver said...

"don't say you will...unless you will"-Kanye West

audrey. said...

yeezy speaks the truth!

x Ju.ju Bean x said...

I hate it when people act different just bc they are around someone well, different.

I smoke weed, I drink occasionally, but unless you're my parents (lol), I'm not gonna front and tell you I don't do it just bc you don't. I have friends who accept the fact that I DO smoke, and I have crazy ass friends that will ALWAYS embrace the fact that I drink. I don't need someone who will disown me bc of the shit I do. I'ma be real about mines bc I expect you to be real about yours. Like I say, lying takes too much time! It's lie after lie after lie, and then you have to remember ALL of it? No thanks.

whiteskinpoppin. said...

@juju: amen! you have to keep lying to compromise for the lie you told beforehand. everything comes to the light, in the end.

Sei'Lani Britagne said...

i thinks some people do feel like they want to stop doing certain things when they are around people who dont do the unhealthy habits but they are weak minded when they are around the wrong crowd and fall into old habits
i don't think they are lying persay i just think they are too weak minded to follow through.
I never smoked and i dont drink anymore and i just stop hanging around people who wanted to pressure me and it worked out fine. if someone wants to stop something they will do whatever they have to do once they are strong in mind.

whiteskinpoppin. said...

@sei'lani: i agree! i just feel like sometimes ppl say things just to fit in with whomever they are around at that time.

i guess i never thought about them weak minded aspect of this situation.

So Freakin Chic said...

thnks for the follow mams!

whiteskinpoppin. said...

@so freakin chic: no problem :)

x Ju.ju Bean x said...

He is. =) I just cant handle this distance. It drives me INSANE. Now that he has two jobs, we speak maybe like.. every Monday and possibly Tuesday nights. =(

We used to talk all day everyday but hes so busy. But the thing is though, we've still managed to maintain that closeness, you know?

ginger said...

i will never quit smoking & drinking, audrey. just so you know. :)

whiteskinpoppin. said...

@gingerella: mhmm :) it's all good. i can get in your pants easier when you're high & drunk.

Super Woman said...

Well I said i was going to stop cursing...

the sentence looked like this, , i need to stop fucking cursing and shit.... LMAO

I changed my mind eventually

Charlei said...

or maybe it's some kinda..subconscious calling. you never know. like they might really need you to give them a wake up call

So Freakin Chic said...

thanks for all the comments hun and congrats on graduation :)