6.08.2009

I'M FOCUSED MAN.

So, the last few days I have been kinda lonely. I don't know if it's because I haven't been talking to Bear, I found out what Teresa is really about, I don't talk to Ginger anymore, or...numerous of other things. It's all gravy with me, I like being alone, but I don't like the lonely feeling. I mean, who does?

There's also been a few great things going on. I haven't stopped talking to D since we met. He's dumb funny & knows some stuff about computer shit that I'd like to learn. I also have been focused on getting this school shit together. I been on it the last few days. Got in touch with my college admissions counselor, did my FASFA, and I'm trying to get the next steps goin for classes and such.

I been driving a lot. I like it, even though I still feel nervous. That might sound mad corny, but losing my friend to a car accident a year ago SHOOK me. i try so hard to shake the feeling, but it's mad hard to do when I can't stop thinking about him. But, I do need to get my license. Quick like.

Speaking of driving, a car would be necessary since I plan on driving to college & shit. I can't do anything about that without a job...

BUT...I did FINALLY apply for my unemployment today. It wasn't as hard as I expected, but I already knew that. I just worry a lot.

So, I think I should get dressed and shit because I need to go fill out the forms to get that shit rollin....

OH. SIDENOTE: Everything looks more green in the morning. Like...nice and shit.

I finally think that I will have my time schedule back on track after today. I woke up at 6AM. :)

I'm done typing.
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3 comments.:

A.R. said...

cute layout.

SUPRSHAZ. said...

you seriously are right about everything being greener in the morning; it's really serene and beautiful in the morning.

then noon hits & the sun is blazing x]

03blithe_visionary03 said...

Yeah i feel you on all that stuff. So what college you plan on going to?