I've been away.
For a long while.
I miss bogging, but I honestly haven't had the will to actually blog.
I dunno what it is. Blogging just hasn't seemed appealing.

Anyways, my girlfriend and I broke up. She really broke my heart. I know I've never been the type to fall for people and/or let these types of decisions get to me, but I did. It hurts a lot. I know this isn't a Dr Phil episode, so I'll leave it at that. All I can do now is learn for it, and possibly hope things can change. In my heart...I know they won't.

Anyways, I got a job. :) I now work at Sears in the shoe department. I actually love it. there is a lot of work that you have to be responsible for, but I'm ready to pull that task. I'm still in training and still learning. I hope that I can get the hang of it quickly. I actually dig the early hours too. That means, once I get out of this insomniac mode, I can actually do other shit in the day besides losing it all to work like I used to do.

School for me starts on Tuesday. I'm ready to start just because I am so bored with life since I left school in December. I just hope that working doesn't interfere. I actually have quite a few hours. I work everyday except the days I go to school. That should keep me busy. I take 3 classes. Intro to Art, Intro to Humanities, and Oral Communications. That's only three classes, on Tuesdays and Thursdays. I'm ready. Hopefully I can meet some new people, because the high school fags I know are a waste of air.

Speaking of friends. Sumner has been quite the new buddy. I've had her around for a while, but we have never been as close. I like it.

Friends....hmm. So there's this person that I talk to practically all day and all night via AIM or text. I really like it. I hope that person likes it too. I feel incomplete if I don't talk to that person on a daily basis. I'm a suckaaaaaa.

Trey Songz had a private webchat today. It was only for those who pre-ordered his album packages. I haven't gotten my package yet, but I am patiently waiting.

Last, but not least. I started a tumblr account. If anybody has one, or can teach me the ropes please let me know. That shit is way confusing for me.



Anonymous said...

aww mama sorry about the breakup <3
its gonna be hard but time heals all.

yay! a job congrats! hopefully it goes gooes
and school FUCKING BOO!