There's times when I just feel like the shit I say to people goes in one of their ears and out the other. It pisses me off. I spend time telling people that they can count on me, talk to me, trust me, and ect only to turn around and find out they do the COMPLETE opposite. It almost disgusts me.

Today I went into work. Usually I have Wednesdays and Thursdays off and I work on Fridays. So, tell me why I went all the way into work just to find out that they had crossed out me for today. It pissed me off so bad that I didn't even want to eat. They could have atleast let me know. They knew damn well that there was no other way I would have found out because I had the two previous days off. WTF. It makes me mad because the bitch they gave my hours to is expecting and is talking about quitting soon anyway. So, tell me why it would be in your best interest to give hours to this woman! Mind you, I have worked at this faggot ass joint for about 2 years, I worked 6 days a week all through the summer, and I don't call out! So what the fuck is going on here?!

Tomorrow is my cousin's Olive Garden birthday dinner. I'm excited. I'm going to try makeup for this one.... =/

Anyways, I have a lot going on. I don't even know how to fucking act lately. I keep finding shit out about my so-called "friends" that angers me. I don't even feel like blogging anymore.


secret love notes said...

that's really gay about work.
i'm sorry i didn't call you when they ditched me, i totally would have except my mom wasn't letting me go anywhere.
but i effin miss you.
& sorry i haven't talked to you about stephen. i wanted to, i still want to, i just didn't want you to think i was ignoring any advice you'd given me or think i was stupid for trying again. i don't know, it's all so crazy.

Jessica Nichole;; [RIP JMD] said...

yur work sounds ubberr gheyy!

btw olive garden is a good place!
i went there on my birthday last year && they sang to be in itailan!! lol

Anonymous said...

A lot of the times the ones you devote yourself to (being there no matter what for them) are the same ones that aren't anywhere to be found when you need them. It's disgusting.

Hope the dinner goes good dear (:

Adina Renée. said...

your job is blah. =/

Shantae said...

See ..this is why I have very limited friends. It's hard enough to keep track of my own feelings, I don't want to have to give a shit about other people's. That sounded so mean.. I didn't mean it that way though.

people these days are entirely too moody and clingy. I have a life too live and I can't spend the majority of it worrying about how you feel and what you're doing. That's BS!