Today was pretty boring. I have been feeling sick all day! It just sucks, seriously. My stomache has been hurting. I.m trying to set a goal to blog everyday, but it's not working much. It's actually getting harder. Today I talked with Shara for like four hours. It was super cool. I felt alot closer to her. She's cool. I'm suprised I haven't really hung out with her alot more. Hopefully we can hang out more since she has a car and things like that.
Anyways, I started to read a new book. I've heard it's good. It might be hard for me to read because it's in diary form. Hopefully I can adjust though. I don't really have much to talk about. I'm not in a blogging mood today.
8.30.2008
FRIEND.
8.29.2008
PIERCED.
YES! I did get pierced today. This piercing hurt so bad! It really hurt worse that any other piercing I've gotten. I got it on video. It went super quick. It's amazing. I'm officially addicted to piercings. I cannot help it at all! I think that it's true when people say that you can get addicted to anything. I think that tattoos and piercings are very addicting. I never thought that was true until I got my first one. After my first one, I really wanted another one, but I didn't want to go through the hassle of swelling and other stuff like that. In the end, I did. I've done it 10 times now! I have 6 regular earring holes, my righttragus, my left helix, my tongue, and my right-sided monroe. I still want alotmore,but I think I'm starting to scare my mom. She's pretty cool when it comes to stuff, but not this! I think she just doesn't want me to look weird and stuff, but really I won't! I think she just doesn't want me to get carried away is all. I know she doesn't want to hear my grandma be a grouch. That's never good.
Today was the Central vs. North game..I didn't go. I've never been to a football game for my school, EVER! I think I should've went, but it's too late now. Instead of going, I hung out with my little brother and his friends. It's crazy to me how my brother is so grown up now, and thekids he hangs out with are super funny. It seems like my brother is really popular, and I like that. I always feared that when my sibling would enter high school and middle school that he would get bullied and I would loose my entire mind. He gets made fun of, because kids these days are cruel, but he doesn't take it bad because he has good friends. His friends all love him because he is so funny. They are like little versions of what I am now. I can remember when I was like that. It's kind of like how teenagers my age are, but without money. LOL.
That's all I really did today. I did start to read a book, though.
8.28.2008
070608.
8.27.2008
2ND POST OF THE DAY.
This is the second post today. I just got done writing in my last class. I do have a topic though.
DEADLINE.
I'm at school writing today. I have to get atleast one more post so that I didn't get points deducted. Today it's rainy and it's making me tired. I think that this writing everyday is a little bit harder than i had expected. I think that senior year is also a little bit harder than expected. I know that alot of my friends seemed to think senior year was just going to fly by, but they got a taste of reality! The hardest part for me is actually knowing that this is the last year and wanting it to go by super fast.
I don't really know what else to write about.
Maybe I'll start a story.
A story about my best friend.
Today, it was raining. There was a woman trying to come inside with an umbrella. There was about four girls who were walking to the Viking Center. My friend stopped dead in her tracks because she thought the woman was bringing a donkey into the school! A DONKEY!
Oh yeah, freshman are weird. Today at breakfast some freshman got mad and offended because we used the term "freshman"
8.26.2008
GRAPHIC.
Has there ever been anything that you do so greatly that everyone wants a part of? I think that what I do greatly is graphic design. Graphic design to me, is like the apple of my eye. I absolutely love it! I think that I want to go to college for this profession. The only problem is that everyone wants me to make a picture for them or a Myspace layout or someting or another. I don't have problems with doing things for people because I like to do graphic designing and other things, I just hate when people take your kindness for granted. There's always a few people that only be nice to me when they want something. It kind of sucks because you think that person is your true friend, but in the end they really aren't. It gets complicated because you never know when the person is being real or not.
8.25.2008
RAN-DUMB.
Today has been an easygoing day. I didn't want to come to school today, though. I think it's way too soon to already be loathing school. I think it's just because I don't like mornings. I think that mornings are the worst things that God ever created. Seriously. I got some new shoes on Friday. I think I'm going to start a new Vans thing, except I don't think I can leave my Nike Dunks alone. I think that I'm going to start shopping online for a lot more stuff. I found some cool new websites that I like a lot.
8.24.2008
ASKING.
There's always those people in the group that ask for everything. I get sick of having to help people. I help people with myspace, money problems, boyfriend problems, singling problems. It never truely stops. Even when you are close to the person who is asking you for help, sometimes it seems to much to do. People always want you to drop what you are doing yourself and do what they need. People usually take your kindness for weakness. I think this post will probably be one of my most important ones because I've finally came to terms with this subject. I can't keep helping people with the expectations of getting something out of it. People don't care because they didn't put effort into it. It sucks how friendships can end off of things like this. I know that it's good to help your friends when they are in need, bu it comes to a point where you've got to stop. I know it might seem as if I'm cold and heartless, but I'm truthfully not. I just realize that people don't care.
8.23.2008
CLEAN FREAK/FLICKR/BROTHER.
Today I cleaned, cleaned, and cleaned some more. It was okay, I guess. The only bad part is that I had to work and THEN clean. Sounds bad, right? Well- yeah, ecxept for that I was pretty much cleaning and making myself feel better. It was fun after my room was all cleaned up and stuff. I swear you never know how much clothes you actually have until you do your own laundry. I mean I usually do my own, but it felt different tonight.
I've been trying out a few new things lately. A new project that I'm thinking of starting is a flickr.com account. I want to post pictures of me, very frequently so that I can look back a year or two from now and see the changes. Sound good? I think so.
Brothers are stupid, by the way. DO NOT HAVE ONE! Mine is usually cool and junk, but he must've been having an off day today. He was actin like an idiot. I think it's just because of him becoming a teenager. Oh yeah, kid brothers becoming teenagers is a fun thing to go through. NOT! For some reason, he has this arrogant, cocky attitude when he is around his friends. It makes me mad because he knows I don't act like that towards him.
8.22.2008
NIGHT ON THE TOWN/ TEACHER'S EYES.
Today was a good night. The first OFFICIAL weekend of my senior year. Honestly, it really doesn't feel like I'm a senior. I'm sure the time will fly like everyone's been saying, though. Anyways, I had a fun, but rough night. I don't really want to go into detail because it's late. I do know that a friend really seemed to backstab me. The thing that bothers me most is that it wasn't just a FRIEND, it was my BEST FRIEND! Yeah...this really bugs me. I know that people make mistakes, but I definately feel like all of this could've been prevented.
I went to see "The House Bunny". It was FREAKIN HILARIOUS! Go see it if you haven't already.
DISCLAIMER- if anyone comments on this blog or has anything to say about it, I want you ot know that YES it is a personal blog and YES it is being monitered by a teacher. It's not monitered like THAT, but it's monitered to an extent. Let's keep the foul language on the down-low and just read how I feel about life, in general.
MAKE-UP ENGLISH POST.
So I was typing in class and i decided that I'd just re-type it out on my home computer. Today, well YESTERDAY was my official English journaling point. I now have to journal every single day, even when we don't have class. Ironically, I think it will be fun. Anyway, back to my ORIGINAL post..
My post was/is about a friend. A friend named Rachel George. Rachel is like really amazing. She's got the best style, she's real creative, and she's one of the most honest people I know. I think that she helped inspire me to actually take the creative writing class. When I think of Rachel, I think of how I wish I was. She's open, and really doesn't care what other people think. She can do make-up really well too. This isn't a bribe for anyone to like Rachel, because I'm sure she has her flaws too. This IS a small portion of why I like her and why I'm in my creative writing class now.